l0vE hUrtS

2005-01-03T02:42:00.000-08:00

dia0s. .` it has been 7 days since i last bl0g. .`hais. .c0s been vehh busy. .al0t 0f things have happened unexpectedly. .`hais. .vehh sad. .all bc0s 0f a gal. .she ish jingwen l0rhs. .`she ish damn a bitchy fucker slut. .i hate her !! ` make up sh0 much st0ry. .c0s miie t0 leave h0me. .quarrel wibb mua family n sistax. .` bitch lahhs.. fucker ! knn. .` my sistax n0w rather believe her denn miie. .` hais. .sh0 sadx. .h0w can she like that. .rather believe an 0utsider den her 0wn sistax. .hais. .` hais. . hais. .` new year eve. .g0 b00n lay t0n. .quite sianns l0rhs. .at first we went t0 mac. .bc0s my sistax they all was there. .` we wanna find jingwen t0 talk. .`den we went t0 mac derhs t0ilet. . `x. .denn wanna find the slut t0 talk. .den she sh0ut when xue min wad n0t at there. .denn when xue min came back. .she at there diam diam. .`bitch siahs. .denn after that del came and scolded shuling and denn went 0ff wibb jingwen. .my sistax they all sh0 t0opid. .`why they wanna believe jingwen. .they habben see jingwen's true c0l0urs. .i think they will get trick by jingwen 1 day. .`hais. .after that we went t0 walk walk. .buy things t0 eat. .denn went t0 the f0am party. .i wanna play. .` x budd denn nob0dy peii w0. .l0lx. .! denn after awhile. .we t0 a bl0ck. .went t0 8 fl0or. .g0 there see the scenery. .+ sm0king l0rhs. .` hehs. .l0lx ! denn we g0 take the bus t0 jp. .c0s they wann play r0ck fever. .l0lx. .`sians dia0s. .denn after that. .went t0 the staircase. .sm0ke again. .l0lx. .` denn sh0 funnie. .we t0ok bus 246. .wanna g0 back t0 b00n lay f0r c0untd0wn. .we sh0uted 0n the bus. .` hahas. .keep sh0uting. .happiie new year. .` n jingwen sux. .hahas. .we saw hu denn sh0ut happiie new year. .its was damn fun ! ` ! hahas. .denn reach b0on lay lia0s. .went t0 mac again. .` t0 find ppl. .denn sarah wann t0 g0 s0mewhere t0 find ppl settle s0mething. .` denn they keep spraying the sn0w thingy. .l0lx. ! denn c0untd0wn os0 n0t like c0untd0wn. .` aiy0yo. .denn after that we went t0 habb a sit. .chit chat l0rhs. .denn sarah sh0es sp0ilt. .i peii her g0 steal sh0es. .hahas. .` denn when t0 went up t0 11 fl0or. .she saw a sh0e vehh nice. .`denn when we wanna take. .the ppl c0me 0ut. `. he say. .wad euu d0ing. .den i say nth. .` den we faster run away. .hahas. .sh0 funnie. .denn after that we play catching. .hahas. .sh0 fun w0rhs. .` den play truth 0r dare. .denn saw s0me b0is. .den os0 call them play. .denn ar0und 5+ - 6 + like that g0 h0me. .` i ask sarah pei w0 g0 hm. .c0s i scare s0mething will happen. .` it reallie happen. .i dun wishh t0 menti0n ab0ut it. .` budd i can say. .` it ishhz jingwen's fault. .hais. .denn my father dun let miie go 0ut. .budd i sneak 0ut when he was slping. .hack care him. .` x den g0 shuling's hse. .i n sarah went t0 her hse t0 slp. .den 2+ wake upp. .actually on that day wann g0 sent0sa sun-tan derhs..budd den g0 bath eat all that. .alrdy 6+ lia0s. .n0 m0re sun. .` den nvr g0 lia0s. .denn my father call miie t0 g0 h0me. .` wahh piang. .l0lx. `! hais. .denn t0day sh0 guai w0rhs. .wahh piang. .` first tym nvr g0 0ut the wh0le day lehhs. .`first tym w0rhs. .break rec0rd. .denn at nite. .at msn. .` quarrel wibb jasmine. .i nvr ka0pei her. .she c0me ka0pei miie. .l0lx. .! wah ka0s. .wann find ppl g0 beat her. .` denn awhile later. .miss tay sms miie. .`say that tuesday g0t skipping. .ka0s. .` dun feel like g0ing sias. .vehh sians n0rhs. . p0n f0r 3 days. .kanna sc0lded. .denn jus n0w till n0w. .wannna slp budd cann0t get t0 slp lehhs. .os0 dunn0 why. .` x hais. .c0s i think first dae 0f sch bahs. .hehs. .sh0 excited. .`hais. .been in bad m0od recently. .` hais. .wanna find s0me0ne wh0 truly understand miie. .n can cheer miie up. .` hais. .reallie wishh f0r that pers0n t0 c0me. .hais . .` sadxsadx ! `

2004-12-26T22:24:00.000-08:00

dia0sdia0s. .nth t0 d0. .n0w at frens hse. .n0waday keep g0ing 0ut wib leeyee n shuling. .hahars. .sh0 fun. .hais. .`christmas eve g0 hweezi's hse. .den go out. .vehh slpy w0rhs. .12++ g0 s11. .den g0 116. .den wanna g0 superb0wl. .den walk past jinling hse. .she kanna see by her mum. .denn her mum wanna her t0 g0 h0me. .denn she cry. .s0bxs0bx. .hais` den after that g0 superb0wl. .d0ts. .` see them play till wan slp. .l0lx. .ZzZzZzzz. .after that g0 cp n0rhs. .den about 4+ like that g0 h0me. .hais. .den play l0rhss. .den i went t0 slp. .den 6+ like that wake up g0 h0me. .den n0waday g0 0ut till night night late late den g0 h0me. .hais. .write till here. .n0waday dun feel like bl0g. .k lahhs. .buaiis !

2004-12-24T21:05:00.000-08:00

dia0sdia0s. .nw at frenz hse..wanna t0n. .hehs. .c0s christmas marhs. .hehs. .hahas. .now at frenz hse. .n0w nth t0 d0. .think i write till here lerhs. .merry christmas ~

2004-12-23T12:49:00.000-08:00

hais. .dia0s. .t0dae g0 the sec sch rep0rt. .sh0 mani ppl. .vehh paiseh w0rhs. .hahars. .all the ppl fr0m the 0ther sch0ol 1 ish sh0 t00t l0rhs. .hais. .den early in the m0rning wake up. .sh0 tired sias. .l0lx ! dia0s. .den buy bo0ks sh0 heavy. .luckily n0t i take derhs. .hahars. .shumin and jeslyn help miie take. .hehs. .den g0 back h0me rest. .den awhile m0re den g0 sch0ol buy the sh0es. .sh0 mani ppl sias. .hahars. .den the girls one. .n0 more mua size lia0s. .den i and hwee zi planned t0 sch0ol open den buy. .budd in the end os0 buy the boys 1. .sh0 h0t sias. .den went t0 leeyee's hse first. .den call sh0 mani ppl. .no ppl can g0 0ut. .hais. .den we g0 eat. .den n0w miie at qiuhui's hse. .dunn0e wadd tym g0 h0me. .hais. .

2004-12-21T19:39:00.000-08:00

l0lx. .sianns nehhs. .ytd planned t0 stay at h0me. .c0s vehh sianns. .friend ask miie go jp. .i dun wan. .c0s g0 there vehh sianns. .always g0 there. .g0 till sianzipua liaos. .l0lx. .d0ts. .den at h0me play c0m l0rhs. .den weiru ask miie g0t bball an0t. .i say n0. .den she ask miie wan g0 jur0ng park an0t. .den i say 0k l0rhs. .den g0 there lia0s. .wanted t0 sit d0wn. .budd g0t al0t 0f snail shell. .dia0s. .den kick them away n0rhs. .den we g0 find st0ne and wanted it t0 skim in the water. .budd cann0t lehhs. .l0lx. .den saw a bird nest. .den g0 use st0ne and try t0 dr0p it d0wn. .budd t00 high. .den cannot hit. .l0lx. .after that we g0 the seaf0od there eat l0rhs. .den weiru and jing yu g0 h0me. .den i and ly ac0mpany qh g0 eat l0rhs. .hahars. .den i keep taking ph0t0 0f myself. .s0 zi lian sias. .0so dunno why. .hahars. .den c0me h0me lia0s. .keep playin c0m l0rhs. .den 1+ den slp. .den t0day wake up. .g0 t0 sch. .hmmm. .den at 11+ teacher let us g0 f0r lunch. .c0s after that g0ing t0 studi0 again. .den we went t0 superb0wl. .den play arcade. .den went t0 399. .hahars. .den reach sch lia0s. .the bus c0me. .sh0 small. .can onli sit 1o ppl nia. .den we take there g0. .while some of them take the 0ther bus. .den at the studi0 waited sh0 l0ng. .l0lx. .dia0s. .we skip skip skip. .suddenly everyone like dunno how to skip. .hahars. .den vehh messy. .the instruct0r like vehh angry like that. .l0lx. .den 6 like that denn g0 h0me n0rhs. .den n0w playin c0m. .habben eat dinner. .plan to go eat lata. .cos now playin com. .n0 time. .hahars. .k lahhs. .write till here lerhs. .g0 watch tv lia0s. .buaiis buaiis !!!

2004-12-19T00:48:00.000-08:00

hais. .dia0x. .ytd n t0day g0 the mediac0rp studi0. .hehs. .saw sh0 much artiste. .hehes. .sh0 happiie. .hahars. .budd vehh c0ld w0rhs. .everybody caught flu lerhs. .hahars. .luckily i g0rt bring mua jacket. .budd os0 caught flu. .sho late g0 h0me. .l0lx. .den i g0 gigi's hse t0n. .6+ den slp. .the t0opid gigi keep wan to sleep. .we play cards. .eat. .hahars. .quite fun. .den t0day m0rning we wake up at 1. .late. .budd nvr get scolded. .c0s still g0t ppl late. .sh0 nvm. .hahars. .den g0 the studio. .den vehh dulan 0f s0me0ne. .budd nvr sae. .cos she keep act infront of the artste. .we skip sh0 l0ng. .hais. .mus g0 f0r sh0 mani days. .n0 tym t0 g0 0ut lia0x. .hais. .jus n0w after the skipping. .went t0 superb0wl. .after that g0 h0me. .c0s gigi keep saying she wan watch tv. .g0rt wu yan zu. .l0lx. .dia0s. .c0me back lia0x. .den watch tv. .sms l0rhs. .den n0w leeyee at mua hse. .hais. .nth t0 write lia0s. .dia0s. .next tym denn bl0g. .buaiis !

2004-12-17T09:53:00.000-08:00

________.x [ [ * [ ` shhhh...silence.. !

2004-12-17T01:29:00.000-08:00

A l0ve st0ry w0rhs. .vehh t0uching lehhs. ! !

From the very begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. .Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if sheweretobe with him.Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelvery often. Though the girl love the guy deeply,but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. .As for him, he only endure it in silence..After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all Iknow is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family,I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married.. So before he leave,they got engaged..The girl went out to the working society,whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. .When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. .She has lost her voice......The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down..During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her.Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone.Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang.She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply,and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do,besides crying, is still crying....The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day,her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You.With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger.The girl finally smiled..

2004-12-17T01:14:00.000-08:00

dia0s. .t0day arhs. .quite fun der n0rhs. .hehs. .wake up quite late. .at 11+. .den 0nline n0rhs. .c0s nth t0 d0 marhs. .den i and my frenz decided lia0s. .t0 g0 swimming n0rhs. .c0s i keep playing c0m den lazy to bath den we g0 at ab0ut 1+ l0rhs. .keep finding ppl t0 g0 budd n0b0dy can g0 w0rhs. .den end up g0in wibb gigi 0nli. .den gigi's uncle derhs daughter 0so g0t c0me. .budd den c0me abit later. .at there swim awhile nia. .sh0 bad luck. .rain sias. .hahars. .den gigi's c0usin cann0t swim. .c0s when they c0me already rain lia0s. .rain sh0 heavily. .den we bath lia0s. .they say meet them at kfc. .hehs. .they m0ther treat us eat sias. .hahars. .sh0 g0od. .after that we t0ok the m0ther's car back t0 gigi's hse l0rhs. .0n the way t0 the carpark. .i fall. .den i scream. .hahars. .den they th0ught wad happen. .hahars. .l0lx ! rain sh0 heavily. .vehh c0ld w0rhs. .den at gigi's hse i read magazine then 1 0f the c0usin went t0 play c0m. .waiting f0r the 0ther c0usin t0 be back. .c0s she g0 see puppy marhs. .hahars. .the c0usin vehh cute w0rhs. .1 ish p4 the 0ther ish p2. .the smaller 1 vehh cute lehhs. .hahars. .den the sistax c0me back lia0s den we went t0 superb0wl t0 eat. .again. .they treat us eat. .hahars. .after eating we went t0 the arcade. .play play l0rhs. .den quite dun derhs n0rhs. .the smaller 1 h0rs. .sh0 cute. .budd vehh g0ng. .hahars. .b0ut 9+ den g0 h0me n0rhs. .then the jamie. .the small 1. .dun wan t0 say g0odbye. .keep hugging miie and gigi. .hug till sh0 tight. .hahars. .den went back h0me. .mum sc0ld awhile why everyday g0 0ut till sh0 late. .nag abit den 0k lerhs. .den mua sistax frenz came t0 0ur hse. .s0t s0t 1. .hahars. .den at ab0ut 11+ they g0 h0me lia0s n0rhs. .den leeyee c0me at 12+ n0rhs. .n0w she watching tv. .hahars. .tml m0rning mus wake up early. .g0 jp buy bag. .hahars. .sch0ol bag. .den mus be in sch0ol by 12.3o. .dunn0e g0t en0ugh tym an0t lehhs. .budd nvm lahhs. .late awhile w0n't die 1. .think 0nli get abit sc0lding nia. .hahars. .den maybe g0in t0 gigi's hse t0n l0rhs. .hais. .den n0w cann0t sleep n0rhs. .0so dun feel like sleeping. .hahars. .play c0m den w0n't sleep lia0s. .l0lx !kkz lahhs. .write quite l0ng lia0s. .write till here can lia0s. .buaiis !

2004-12-16T01:37:00.000-08:00

d0ts. .t0day wake up early in the m0rning. .c0s g0ing 0ut mars. .whahahahas. .g0 superb0wl eat eat breakfast denn straight away g0 jp meet frenz lia0s. .hais. .sh0 tired. .at jp walk walk nia. .b0ught a shirt. .black c0l0ur ders. .quite nice. .hahars. .0f c0s. .mua taste vehh g0od ders mars. .hahars. .den suddenly mua frenz say wan g0 c0rp0rati0n park. .play catching. .hahars. .den she sms ppl ask them g0. .den suddenly rain. .den g0 weiru's hse l0rhs. .quite fun l0rhs. .we play bl0ck-catching. .its tiring ! ! den mua slipper sp0ilt. .c0s mua frenz step 0n it. .den break lia0x. .den g0 back change n0rhs. .hais. .sh0 bad luck. .den after playin we g0 back her hse n0rhs. .ab0ut 6+ lia0x. .hahars. .den we watch tv lia0x. .den went t0 superb0wl buy things things eat l0rhs. .den ar0und 10+ den g0 h0me n0rhs. .den tml maybe g0ing swimming. .hahars. .den n0w cann0t sleep w0rhs. .dunn0e why n0wadays mua neck and back aches al0ts w0rhs. .vehh pain. .dunn0e g0t cancer an0t. .hahars. .jus jk ! t0day. .spend al0t 0f m0ney w0rhs. .haiis. .sh0 xin t0ng. .l0lx ! birthday c0min w0rhs. .dunn0 g0t wad present take. .hahars. .hehs. .think i write till here lerhhs bahx. .buaiis !

2004-12-15T02:06:00.000-08:00

dia0x. .n0thing t0 d0..meii hao der yi tian jiu zhe yang guo qu lerhs. .t0day like never g0 0ut like that. .0so g0 t0 leeyee's hse nia. .haiss. .t0day walk t0 leeyee der hse. .raining. .hahars. .sh0 fun sias. .den leeyee t0day 0so staying at mua hse. .hahars. .n0thing t0 d0 marhs. .den tml g0ing t0 jp. .hais. .mum w0n m0ney ! dunn0 wad. .den gibb us $$$ l0rhs. .t0ld mua sistax that i will buy a bball pants f0r her. .budd cant bear t0 part wibb mua m0ney. .hahars. .den never buy. .c0s mua m0ther gibb her $100 marhs. .sh0 g0od. .l0lx ! tml g0 sh0pping. .hahars. .sure buy al0t things der. .hahars. .sat think al0ne at h0me. .dunn0e can g0 frenz hse t0n an0t. .think can bahx. .hais. .h0pe the sch0ol will re0pen faster lehhs. .c0s at h0me vehh sianns n0rhs. .h0pe can faster g0 t0 sch. .den make frenz. .hahars. .k lahhs. .write till heree lerhs lahhs. .anyway a nice dae t0day. .whahahahaha ! g0odnite. .buaiis !

2004-12-14T13:14:00.000-08:00

sianns n0rhs. .jus wake up nia. .sh0 late den wake up sias. .sh0 tired ! dunn0 why mua back hurts. .dunn0 wad happen . .hais. .t0day nth t0 d0. .never g0 0ut bahx. .wanna stay at h0me. .hais. .habben tidy up mua bedro0m. .sh0 messy. .lata ti0 kan again. .mum always nag here and there. .l0lx. .sh0 irritating ! leeyee at mua hse w0rhs. .playin ps wibb mua br0ther. .hahars. .sh0 tired. .n0thing t0 d0 sias. .hais. .think i write till here lers bahx. .buaiis !

2004-12-13T23:31:00.000-08:00

w0w lia0x. .l0ng tym n0 bl0g ler w0rhs. .lazy. .hahars. .jus n0w jus change mua bl0gskin w0rhs. .sh0 l0ng sias. .hahars. .budd denn the backgr0und vehh plain n0rhhs. .hahars. .c0s i like black mars. .hahars. .den the backgr0und c0l0ur 0so put black. .hahars. .sianns nehhs. .n0thing t0 d0 nehhs. .jus n0w early in the m0rning mus wake up sias. .sh0 tired ! plan t0 sleep l0nger. .budd need t0 g0 t0 sch0ol. . .sianzipua n0rhs. .g0 sch0ol. .skip os0 mus skip till sh0 perfect sias. .jus n0w i sia0 lia0s. .keep laughing and scolding ppl. .hahars. .den jus n0w g0 superb0wl. .hahars. .eat + play arcade. .hahars. .den n0thing t0 d0 den g0 jasmine's hse n0rhs. .g0 her hse create tr0uble. .we t0ok 0ut all her things. .wh0 ask her things sh0 cute. .hahars. .den ab0ut 5-6+ den g0 h0me lia0s lers. .sh0 tired t0day. .hais. .mua schedule full lia0s. .in dec. .hahars. .al0t 0f pr0grammes. .hahars. .still g0t w0rk. .hais. .ytd jus g0 t0 w0rk. .w0rk sh0 many times. .ytd the m0st tiring ders n0rhs. .make till mua legs sh0 pain nehhs. .hais. .think i write till here lers. .n0 time to write lers. .buaiis ! next time den bl0g l0rhs. .

2004-12-13T02:45:00.000-08:00

hais..sh0 sianns n0rhs. .cann0t get t0 sleep der nehhs. .jus n0w hungry den g0 399 der 711 wibb leeyee l0rhs. .den n0w she at mua hse. .hahars. .t0day dunn0 why eat al0t w0rhs. .hahars. .lata bec0me pig ! sh0 lat lia0s habben sleep. .tml sure vehh late wake up der nehhs. .hais. .sleep l0nger m0re g0od. .sianns. .next time take the sec sch result lia0s. .dunn0e will g0 which sch0ol nehhs. .hahars. .superr nerv0us w0rhs. .hahars. .jus n0w jus settle s0mething ab0ut mua l0ve. .n0w i feel sh0 happiie sias. .hahars. .hehs. .think i write till heree lers bahx. .hehs. .buaiis buaiis ! nitez nitez !!